I think there's still hope for you, but I don't know what is up with nordeus. I actually get nervous playing games I should mathematically win. Like now when I see a 60% team I get way more tense than playing a team near my 100% rating. Idk it seems as if nordeus tried to up their algorithm for upsets and ended up just making it almost a rule that you will lose or draw against teams you used to easily win against.