wow, you are taking this very hard. Did you know that there are wars going on and people are staving all in the world.

I understand how you feel though, one time for my birthday I was expecting to receive 10,000 presents, but I only received 9,999, so it ruined my entire year until the next birthday when I received 10,001 presents, where the extra 1 made up for the missing present from last year.

Good luck, I hope you recover from this very tragic event!