Originally Posted by
ByloBand
While I have not finalized any decision regarding this matter, I am heavily leaning toward retiring upon the conclusion of this current league season. I am very proud of the achievements and accomplishments we've made in these short years at AC United FC, but my desire and my heart just do not seem to be in it any longer.
In part, this has something to do with my being relegated to more of a passive observer with each subsequent season. My first season I was heavily involved and attended every match. As the seasons go on though, my match times are getting less and less convenient, to the point where I cannot even remember the last match I was able to attend. It is getting harder and harder to remain interested when the matches take place on their own.
I also seem to be losing steam for the competition. I've come damn close two seasons in a row to pulling off a treble - two seasons ago I won league, cup, and 2nd in CL and last season I got 2nd in league, and won the cup and CL. - and there is really no way to really feel great about that. There are no victory laps here, the day after the competitions you get placed in a brand new league with total strangers and it all begins again. There is no time to relish the achievement, and you are also denied the ability to rub your opponents' faces in your victory the following season, because you get paired with complete strangers. In short, I'm finding it extraordinarily difficult to stay motivated.
Building my team has been enjoyable, but with the never ending wave of promotions, it all seems like too much building of sandcastles next to a rising tide. You can spend a significant amount of time signing youth players, training up your guys, and signing a few key transfers, and in 28 days you'll likely have to replace about 50% of your roster. I do not believe real football is like this. I'm not overly familiar with the tiered system in Europe, but I cannot imagine there are more than 4 tiers of teams. I mean by this that even should a top flight squad get relegated to the depths of the lower divisions, there is only a couple of tiers to climb before the pinnacle is reached. Building my current squad at level 4 seems completely pointless when I fathom that there is no top tier to strive for, and no end in sight.
The lack of meaningful controls, data, over-reliance on reds/blues/greens, etc are mildly annoying but I've learned to live with them, but when stacked up with all my other internal philosophical hurdles, it is becoming simply too much to bear. Logging in every day to check my squad, get my token, earn a few reds/greens, checking for injuries, etc is becoming more and more a chore, and not a joy. This is why I feel I may need to walk away at the conclusion of the season.
Is there any way I can hand over the reins to somebody who wishes to continue the fine legacy and tradition of AC United FC, or do I simply stop logging in?