It's not an easy process breaking my addiction to this game. My league has the top 4 teams from last season league (I think because I made the mistake of accepting friend request from the 2nd place team). Last season we won, and now those teams will see Pueblo lose, maybe top 8, maybe not, but not lead the league. It's hard feeling I'm letting down my team and players...

Still hardest will be my association, if I leave them. We're 5 active members and I've been with them about 10 seasons. Don't know if I can/want to play association only.

My 3 original players will retire this season and 2 seasons from now. Maybe when they're gone I would return and play heartless... No emotions. There's are tactics i have wanted to research, but haven't yet, maybe I could return to explore the game objectively, like a scientist.

But for today, I sit out from matches, and I let go of our winning record (Nordeus stopped counting first), and I stop dedicating training sessions for individuals. An era of this game experience has ended and won't return.