It is good a take a breath, one can discover how the game dynamic works after playing aprox. 6 months, despite all I can assure you that, even after 4 or 5 years one can discover new details of the simulator and have a different perception about the game.
There are many ways to play the game, and the most important, is don't allow the game to control you, but have 100% control of the game.
You know that we have a community here that always will be glad to help other managers so feel free if you do a comeback next year to visit us if you wish.