It just wasn't to be...
But seriously, this is a joke yeah.
But on the other hand, I did really make another step forward in the last few months, experimenting with formations and tactics, also paying attention to your guides with the change freekick guy if he misses 2x in a row and all of this stuff. And I mean - I play this game for 7 years now and I'm still learning and the engine is constantly changing. What works today might not work in a few seasons anymore. And new things will matter.
It's also kind of the fun that comes with the game. At the end you can only try your best and try to be relaxed about the game, especially if you are not spending a lot or any money on it.
The mindset of wanting to win everything is wrong. You need to respect all opponents who are semi-active and try to figure them out, approach from game to game. I was on that point before, wanting to quit. But I couldn't then and you know, today I'm glad I didn't quit.